FIGHTING
addiction
Substance
abusers get help through karate
By CYNTHIA GREENLEE-DONNELL
DURHAM,
N.C. - At age 42, John Crumpler has earned a new nickname: the Karate
Kid.
It's
what his family calls him jokingly now that Crumpler - a wiry man
with Texas in his voice and a curlicue tattoo spelling "Teresa"
on his chest - has been drug-free for more than 20 months and, for
the three most recent months of his sobriety, learning kyushin karate
at a downtown Durham dojo or martial-arts school.
Every
Tuesday and Thursday evening, residents and graduates of the Triangle
Residential Options for Substance Abusers (TROSA) program file into
the Ligo Dojo on Parrish Street as part of their treatment.
When
Crumpler arrived on a breezy May day, he twice yelled "Ooosh!"
- the Chinese character "osu," which translates roughly
to "I'll push forward in the face of resistance."
Persevering
through hardship is something that the TROSA members and the dojo's
owner, Nathan Ligo, 34, know all about.
This
is Crumpler's fifth try in rehab, and this time, he says, he'll
succeed with the karate and Ligo's strict instruction.
"I
have to maintain that rigidness, that structure. That's the way
we learn. I make this karate a priority, just like I make it a priority
to go to work. I always wanted to take karate as a kid, but my mom
and dad couldn't afford it. I think this is the biggest blessing
besides getting in TROSA. I was doing drugs, didn't care, lost all
respect. "Karate gives me the discipline I need."
Crumpler
is one of Ligo's most experienced TROSA students; he started when
the dojo opened in March. And even when he's tired and Ligo asks
him to demonstrate a circular kick, Crumpler is up for the task.
Because
as some contortionist stretches leave him glistening with perspiration
or as an opponent delivers a bruising kick to his lower body, it's
proof that he's alive and free to experience life without "chemical
help."
Crumpler
gets to see himself as a leader, contrary to the society's general
view of drug addicts.
"Sometimes
people look at people who are substance abusers as self-destructive,
but sometimes they see them as society's garbage," said Kevin
McDonald, TROSA president and founder. "And they forget that
they are somebody's father or daughter."
Ligo,
however, remembers. He thinks that karate can heal - even as students
pummel each other - if the individual is committed to bettering
themselves.
Buzz-cut
hair and square-shouldered, Ligo has a military edge to his look.
But he wasn't always the formidable sensei, or teacher, that he
is today.
"I
wasn't very happy when I was a teenager. I was the smallest in my
class and I was rebelling by the time I was 14, doing marijuana
and smoking. But I lucked into taking (karate) classes with a graduate
student at UNC who was a physics student. That man (Seong Soo Choi)
impressed upon me how I could change my life," Ligo said.
After
about 20 years of karate training in Hungary, Japan, Korea and here
in the United States, Ligo approached McDonald with an idea: to
teach his style of full-body contact karate to TROSA residents during
their two-year treatment.
Ligo
and McDonald have a friendly, informal mentoring relationship. While
TROSA became self-sustaining by building painting and moving businesses
that employ the residents, Ligo's karate nonprofit has sometimes
struggled to stay afloat. McDonald formed TROSA in 1994; Ligo also
has a three-year residential program where he teaches karate to
at-risk young men in a dormitory attached to his Chapel Hill home.
But
friendship aside, McDonald had reservations about equipping TROSA
residents with skills that could injure others.
"Our
two big things with TROSA are no violence and no threats of violence.
I thought that the karate was violence, something in the streets.
But as (Ligo) explained it to me, it's a mental thing," McDonald
said.
Ligo
said: "I had to really convince him. A lot of those guys are
on probation. If they break it, they're going to jail. They're not
even allowed to mimic any aggressive action. They can't practice
outside my dojo."
Crumpler
said the emphasis on nonviolence was crystal clear.
"By
no means do you go back and practice what you learned. What we do
at the dojo stays at the dojo. Some guy may think Jackie Chan, Bruce
Lee, and the first time he comes to the dojo, he's going to be put
on his butt and asked not to come back. We're not here to beat the
crap out of each other."
But
the TROSA students apply other class lessons to life inside and
outside the TROSA campus.
Karate
resides in the mind as much as the muscle, said Crumpler. It is
learning how to stretch limbs made inflexible by years of inactivity
and hard living. But it's also how to concentrate on something other
than the body's craving for alcohol or heroin.
"I
have an 8-year-old and a 5-year-old and a lot of their friends go
and take karate. I look at TROSA and think that these are adults
who stopped maturing emotionally, for whatever reason," McDonald
said. "And like young kids, these adults are learning to follow
directions and do the right thing."
The
physical activity lowers stress and if a substance abuser's stress
goes down and he's got something to focus on other than the next
fix, he's less likely to end up in treatment again.
But
karate is not a panacea. Some men or women come once or a couple
of times and never return to class.
Recently,
one of Ligo's more experienced students was arrested for breaking
into cars. A crack addict for 16 years, the man is an experienced
electrical worker, but couldn't find a job because of his record.
He graduated from TROSA, but soon fell back into his old patterns.
His choices now: prison or, if he can get admitted, another stint
in TROSA or a similar program.
It
was a disappointment for Ligo, but he said it was also a vivid illustration
of the uphill battle his students face and how hard it is to teach
people to remake their lives.
"Rome
wasn't built in a day. We have to remember these are hard-core drug
addicts and that a percentage of people who go through TROSA will
relapse," Ligo said. "When they get out and go back to
the people they were with, it's hard."
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